Friday, February 19, 2010

they flew back
and found that
their home has been destroyed
long time din update.
en.
if you ask me,how are you recently,i will say nt good.
i lost my temper dis two nights.
WHY?
my heart is made of taufu!
i cried many.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

well,dunnoe why nw i m going to write out the things i met in this day.

i reach at school about 6:45..i saw my junior(but act i 4gt her name)sit at there.
she is cuming 4 netball practice.lol.
din c my 大姑go to her vegetable farm because it is raining.
so i sit beside my bag n sleepzzzz...
till ah deng cum ady she teman me go eat porridge..

act 2day's practice i m very happy and suprise that Cindy came bec to teach us.
woaw.she become more cute n prettier.n of cx her technic is...GENG.
haha~act i m not very shuk with her lar..(she dun even remember me=[)
me and weiwei will become '姐妹'is because she said "wah you two are twins arh?!".
so cute ohh her!
the practice end at 9:30.
but weiwei,cuiling,soon and i wanna play summore..
so we play till 10:45.
she taught us a lot of things.
and i know i m the one most 差 in 4 of us.==

afterthat i go 4 the gg.
long time din go and i heard that the situation is terrible now.
so i come and see.(act i only come for discussing board decoration)
woaw.
it is super duper amazing.
i think there are f1s chasing with each others.
but it is not.
f2s are playing,chasing with others,shouting,laughing loudly,doing homework.
oh my godness.
成何体统?
and when the f1s come,they are like..
TEACHING KINDERGARDEN CHILDREN
even is teaching a baby.
they seperate to many many group and teach the tepuk.
some of them are fast but some of them lik:"来——一二一二三...."
really lik tum-ing them.
and they are very messy as they teach the f1s alot alot of沙破浪藏
if i m the f1,sure i will nt syok of it.
and feel that why gg is so messy?i haven noe how to for in oso they jao teach us rapat?
i m nt blaming them.i m also a f2.
i just saying my opinion.
but just me myself,and laoju cuiling chiahui them can do wat?
both of us is busy doing their things in pps.
and we really cnt do anything for the gg.
i hope f3 snrs will lead us well.

haha~i oso found dat my sound is like an ant if banding with peiyu.
2day i called liliy and hibi comeout and we hav to discuss.
peiyu's sound really 一鸣惊人and the building oso gt echo ady.@@
and,when we discuss together hw to decorate the board,sum of them standing with a hyper chuan post at there "lan 有型"and say “我可以不要讨论吗?”&"我们都不用discuss的啦,你们讨论然后叫我们做就可以了"。
even a ppl that i very bliff that she has a good atitude and very active to do anything oso blaming us together with the chuan poS.
music class 就是music class.
although we are the same ages n i m nt a snr to you,but as a friend,pls,pls be respectful to others,k?
it is act a common sense.kawan-kawan perlu saling menghormati.don't you all know??!

about the f1s,mayb they donoe our mian rules which is respect snrs.
when leong seen mun ps cum down and say sumting to us,they refute her.
wat the...
i really cnt imagine hw will our gg be in the future.haiz!


after going bec our class(not our class la actually)
i heard an announcement.
about the choir's =[
i was like omg because i have write"choir"on the borang!
since that time i have alrdy struggling that shall i join choir??
if i say no,i have thousand and thousand of reasons.
if i say yes,there is only a one reason——
because i love choir.
so,everyone say"爱情"大过天but i don't think so。
i don't want to join it.
aiks.

2day i cry in the class.
sudd think of sumthing which are suffering so i cry.
luckily noone saw it.haha
afta crying,i become the hoyi that lik to 活蹦乱跳again.
i m really a 双面人。

this few days i oways 愁眉苦脸and crying in my room.
so i saw some 一粒一粒on my face.*口*''
i become uglier.yeah.=[

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

TONIGHT
SURE
I
CANT
FASTASLEEP!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

i lost many tears this night.
because today din have homework.lol.
does it related?
yea.
this night no need to do homework.
i m so free so that i on9.
then i cry.
i donnoe why do i cry too.
what is the main reason?

just now i cried.
i cried til almost pengsan ady.but other than younger brother(i think),who else noe it?
someone told me before,if i met any problem,she is 24hrs free on call.
every time i feel dejected i will think of her n i wanna find her.
but i scared.
cz my terrible image will spread out to her.
she will noe that i m a terrible girl with a heart which full of selfishness n jealousy(mayb there is a lot of mistake in my grammar,very sorry of it!)& i m not as good as the hoyi who is in her heart.
its suffering.
wat can i do now?

i just hope dat my dear teachers you will gib more n more homework to me.
i don't want to like this anymore.
if one day i really cry dou fainted in my room,how do i explain to my parents?
Melbourne or Addelik??
Addelik or Melbourne??
*confused ={

moodyyyy today.=[

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

STOP thinking that kind of non-sense poon ho yi!
i will never allow you to lik dis anymore.
fucker hoyi you are a horrible girl.
i met sumthing which hav make me extremely unhappy.
ish.why do i need to beh song with that kind of things?
those are non of my business so that why shall i unhappy of it?
now i noe,i m very sure dat i m just an odinary person and i never will be like her anymore since i give birth on 1996.
i m a normal person.
but she make me wanna be outstanding.
i cannot make it.
i should not think that i will be as perfecet as her.
why don't i be a normal person and a follower?
leader is someone who has potential since he/she give birth in this world.
we cant change it.
and we cant change ourselves to be more perfect.ish.
I AM NOT A GOOD GIRL.
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just now cheryl chia tell me something.
i cried HAPPILY when i noe that new.
but suddenly...
ishishish i dont wana continue saying it.cheryl make me dissapointed.
i noe she have nothing wrong but it will be better if she din't tell me =[